My younger brother Kenny is going to Paraguay for 2 years. He's leaving July 27th. One day after my wedding anniversary. It's 4 months away, sure. But I know time is going to fly and then he'll be in another hemisphere, on another continent, speaking another language, with communication to home only about once a week.
It's strange that this should affect me. Since I got married and moved out of my parents' house, I don't think I've talked to my brother more than once every 2 weeks. Maybe.
But it does affect me. I feel just a little emotional about it. Concerned, anxious, excited, proud... and feeling like I'm gonna miss him - his big personality and loud voice and rare, sweet moments that make me wanna squeeze him like he's still the fat, adorable little baby that he once was.
Believe me, he was a fat baby. We nick-named him Chubba-blubba. Hahaha. How nice of us. And used him as a door stop when we had to carry groceries in from the car because he was just a chunk of delightful baby flesh that didn't crawl or move even an inch. Hahaha!! Oh man, he was cute. And now... now he's taller than my Dad, I'm pretty sure. Which means he's about, oh... 6 foot 5. ish. And lean, and muscular, and handsome as heck. Me and Clint go to Sunday dinner at my parents' house and they say, "Have a cookie; a girl brought them by for Kenny." And I say, "Which girl?" It's crazy talk, I know. Some of these girls need to come talk to me about his screaming, thrashing, trash-talking Little Brother phase that happened somewhere between the Fat-Baby age and the Heart-Throb era. At least the guy has got sisters who are probably too willing to advise him about girls! Hehe.
At any rate, I've vowed to write him every week. Even if it's just a quick blurb or an inside joke. Something like, "Hey Elder, met anyone yet in Paraguay who's as tall as you?" I hope he knows how many people are proud of him, excited for him, and think he's made of such great stuff. People he probably doesn't even know about ask me about him. He'll do (ahem) "a heck of job" in Paraguay. As someone I know might say.
Aww, sad. My little brother is growing up! But it's a good thing. Actually, it's a really great, inspiring thing.
Also, it means less competition on the Wii Mario Kart.
